From Sarah's View - Last Day with Jay on the PCT


August 5, 2012
           
After spending the night on the trail with Jay, we hiked north six miles early this morning to the car at Windigo Pass.  I waved good-bye to him and drove slowly along an extremely rutted road through the forest to Hwy 58, then on to the Willamette Pass.  Jay continued hiking north along the PCT.
At 2:00 p.m. I started hiking south, toward Jay, from the Willamette Pass trail head.  The sun shone between the trees, the trail wound gently across the landscape, and the mosquitoes flocked for a feast.  I stopped to put on DEET, then continued, the mosquitoes only partially deterred by the chemicals.
As I hiked, I tried to reflect on the past few weeks, wondering if there were any life lessons I had learned, or if I had been changed in any way by this adventure.  But mostly my brain just kept focusing on the future, mentally gearing up for a new school year. 
I was so lost in my reflections that I didn’t notice the sky clouding up.  Suddenly I heard a long, low growling sound.  I peered upwards.  It had been so long since I’d seen anything but blue, the grey above the trees didn’t really register.  ‘Was that an airplane passing?’ I wondered.  Another long, continuous growl answered.  I came to a break in the trees and looked out.  Light grey clouds above me transitioned to dark black on the horizon.  ‘It’s thunder!’ I realized.  ‘And that is probably rain over on those mountains!  Oh my gosh, I’m going to get dumped on!’
I looked at my watch.  5:30 p.m.  I didn’t expect to see Jay for at least another hour, perhaps two.  With my forward motion ceased, the mosquitoes swarmed, dancing around my eyes, zeroing in to my nostrils.  I definitely needed to keep moving, for sanity’s sake, as well as to meet Jay sooner.
The trail had been heading uphill pretty steadily for the last 3 hours, but now it began to gain altitude with determination.  My pace slowed, mosquitoes buzzed with glee, every rock or root was magnified. Pretty soon I began crossing small snow patches, each one slippery with melting ice crystals.  Thunder and lightning continued, crawling slowly closer.  I kept climbing, wishing Jay would walk around a corner of the trail, and we could just turn around and head downhill.  Raindrops began to splatter, trees were thinning, and I emphatically did not want to be heading uphill on a mountain in a storm.
At 6:45 p.m., I reached the top of a ridge.  It was raining pretty steadily now, and the thunder and lightning had not abated, though it was still off to one side of the trail, not right overhead.  I had not yet met Jay.  After some dithering, I wrote him a note, telling him I was turning around and sure he could catch up to me.  Then I dug a plastic bag out of my pants pocket, and placed note inside bag in the middle of the trail, with a small rock cairn holding it down.  I also placed a Gatorade next to it, so Jay would for sure see it.
As I turned to reluctantly start back on the trail I had just climbed, I took one last look down the opposite side of the ridge.  Through the trees I glimpsed movement.  It was Jay!  Hooray!  I waited until he topped the ridge, so glad to see him I wanted to sweep him off the ridge with the force of my hug!
We discussed our options, and decided to keep hiking while it was raining, maybe even hiking all the way to the car.  Neither one of us wanted to set up a tent while it was actively raining.  Our gear was much drier staying inside the packs.
“Did you cross much snow?” Jay asked.
“Oh yes, I crossed tons of snow patches,” I replied, then added, “And the trail gets really steep for a while, with lots of rocks.”
“Hmmm,” Jay said, not sounding very encouraged.  “Well, let’s get walking while we still have daylight.”
We headed downhill, walking as fast as possible.  Every time we came to a snow patch, we would climb up on it, then run/slide across to the end of it.  After about 15 minutes, we had descended enough to leave the snow behind. 
“I think we are done with the snow,” I said.
Jay snorted with laughter.  “That’s about 1% of what I’ve already crossed today.  I had to cross a huge cirque at the base of Diamond Peak.  Not fun in a thunderstorm.”
“Oh,” I ventured.  “I guess my perspective is a bit limited.  Sounds like you’ve already hiked much harder stuff than I’ve done today.”
We continued downhill, splashing through puddles, peering through rain, counting the seconds between lightning flashes and thunder peals.  I was so grateful to be headed downhill, and with the comforting presence of Jay in front of me.
We passed a lake with a beautiful camping spot next to it.
“I was here at 5:15 p.m.,” I told Jay.  “I was thinking at the time that it would be a good place for us to stop for the day.  But with this rain now, I’d rather just keep walking while we have daylight.”
“You mean, we are still three hours from the car?” Jay asked, sounding startled.
“Well, three of my hours,” I replied.  “We might be faster since we’re going downhill now.”
We pressed on, trying to cover as much ground as possible in the fading daylight.  We came to a trail junction and consulted the map.
 “The car is 4½ miles away,” Jay informed me. 
“That’s wonderful!” I exclaimed.  “I know I can hike that far!” 
 As the light dimmed, our pace slowed.  Soon the ground and surrounding forest were a dark blur, with the sky above the trees providing the only light source, a muffled grey.   I couldn’t see the ground or my feet, but I could see Jay’s light-colored pants moving ahead of me.  Every time I saw his legs descend abruptly, I braced myself to find a rock or a root in the trail ahead.  
I tried to remember landmarks that we might be able to see in spite of the dark.  “When we cross an isolated trailhead at a gravel road, we’ll be only 2 miles from the car,” I told Jay.  We continued walking.  Raindrops slowed to a gentle spatter, still raining hard enough to discourage mosquitos, but no longer a downpour.  Without enough light to see my watch, I couldn’t judge how long we had been walking.  ‘That gravel road must be near,’ I thought.  ‘We’ve surely walked far enough!’
The light gradually darkened to full night.  It became hard for Jay to even see the trail through the forest.  He stopped and put on his headlamp.  Mine was almost burned out, so I didn’t bother.  I just followed him even more closely through the blackness.
Finally we saw the trailhead signs, and walked out on to a smooth gravel road.  Jay dug out his map once more, and we looked at it.  The trail paralleled a paved road leading two miles to Hwy. 58.  According to the map, we could follow the gravel road less than half a mile to the paved road, then walk to our car, avoiding two miles of tripping over roots and rocks on the trail.
The rain had subsided to a tiny drizzle by this time, and we could have stopped and pitched our tent without getting too wet.  But finding flat ground in the dark is never easy, and we were so close to the car that it seemed to make more sense to just keep walking.
The first few yards were lovely, walking side-by-side on a wide gravel road.  But the road quickly narrowed and began sloping downhill.  Ruts appeared in the gravel, and soon I was blindly following Jay’s dwindling headlamp, my feet tripping over fist-sized rocks that rolled and tumbled away from me. 
Just when I was thinking that we had somehow missed the road and were descending a creekbed, we came out of the trees into a vast open space.  Above us clouds scudded by, revealing starlight.  An electric light shone off to our left several yards away.  We slowly walked toward it, peering around, trying to figure out what we had stumbled across.  As we got closer, I saw a long, uniform berm of gravel ahead of us, and the light resolved itself into one bright white light on a pole with a red light underneath.  Understanding hit us at the same moment.  “It’s a railroad!” I exclaimed. 
Once again Jay pulled out his map.  We looked, excited to pinpoint our position after so much stumbling through darkness. 
There was no railroad on the map. 
“What the heck?!” I muttered.  Where could we be?  Had we missed the gravel road entirely and ended up going the wrong way?
“Those railroad tracks go into a tunnel,” Jay observed.  Just then we heard the sound of a train, coming closer, louder.  “Let’s get away from the tracks!” Jay shouted.  We quickly ran down the berm and stood among the weeds next to the forest.  The engine’s light began shining through the tunnel, lighting up the area around us in brilliant black and white relief.  With a rush, the engine swooped through the tunnel, exploding in sound and motion on the other side, then passing us in a swirl of hot air, pulling a long string of boxcars after it.  We stood there, watching the engine’s headlight fade away, listening for several minutes as each train car passed us.  ‘Whoosha, whoosha, whooosha.’
When the last boxcar had passed, quiet starlight shone down on the clearing.  “Maybe I should try the GPS,” Jay murmured.  He pulled his phone out of his pocket and turned it on.  The GPS did not show the train tracks either, but it did confirm that we were very close to the paved road.  “Let’s keep going,” Jay decided.  We crossed the tracks, and once again plunged into the dark forest. 
Again my feet found rocks that rolled and bumped, clicking and clacking like miniature train cars down the gravel path.   ‘I just hope neither of us turns an ankle on this stuff,’ I thought.  After several yards of blindly following Jay, feeling my way with trekking poles and feet, Jay suddenly stopped in front of me.  ‘What now?’ I wondered.
“We’re here,” he announced.
“Where?” I asked suspiciously.
“At the paved road,” he replied.
“Really?!  Are you serious?  Really?  It’s the road?” I gasped.  I walked around him and set my feet on smooth, seamless pavement.  In the starlight, I could see painted lines gleaming.  I felt like dancing!
“My headlamp is fading by the second,” Jay told me.  “Can you follow the road without the light?”
“Are you kidding?” I asked.  “Walk on a flat surface without rocks or roots to trip over?  I could walk all night on this!”
We set out, joyfully taking long strides, swinging our trekking poles through the air, breathing deeply of starlit night.  Suddenly, around a bend in the road, a light appeared. 
“It’s a car!” Jay exclaimed.  “Quick, get over to the side!”  I hesitated, a bit confused.  Car?  Side of road?  Which side?  Jay grabbed my arm and pulled me with him.  We stood on the edge of the road, watching the beam of light.  It didn’t move.  We waited.  It still didn’t move. 
“Let’s walk slowly,” Jay directed.  Carefully we moved forward, wondering about the source of light.  We rounded the corner of the road to discover a rising MOON in front of us, sending a cold path of whiteness the length of the road.  “Well,” Jay laughed.  “We could have used that an hour ago!”
We continued on, walking until we could hear cars, then see swooping headlights, and finally we came to Hwy. 58.  “Hurray!” I cheered, knowing the car was parked at a trailhead just a few yards away. 
We reached our car at 11:00 p.m.  Jay had hiked 37 miles, and I had hiked 20 miles.  Quite a feat for my last day on the trail!  Quietly we drove down the highway, tired and content.  We stopped at the first open motel we reached, and happily collapsed.  Shower, clean sheets, and sleeping in . . . what luxury!  Thanks to our adventure, luxury doubly appreciated!

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